Getting high meant on a swing at the playground,
The worst thing you could get from boys were cooties.
Mom was your hero &
You were going to marry someone just like your daddy,
Your worst enemies were your siblings.
Race issues were who ran fastest,
War was just a card game,
Life was simple & carefree;
But what i remember most was wanting to grow up.
& Now all i want is to go back to those times
I am a girl feeling pain
I am girl living a life of shame
I am a daughter hiding her depression
I am a sister trying to make
a good impression
I am a girl who couldn’t find the words to explain
I am a girl hoping for a change
I am a girl trying to hide her tears
I am a girl with a broken heart for years
I am a girl who couldn’t feel love
in school shes laughing
and having a good time
once she comes home
all the tears start to come....
Everyone says i'm a bitch
becasue of what i do to them,
but hun.. it's called Karma
so if you don't do anything to me
there is no reason why i have to
b e a b i t c h to you
Look at thi spimp picture my homeboi made for me Carlos thanks!
im sick of always coming home and& crying. im always
feeling like dying. im tired of putting forth effort and&
tired of trying. im tired of swollowing my pride and&
sighing. i want to feel diffrent than feeling hurt all the
time. showing my feelings is my biggest crime. i want
to be able to smile without having to fake it. i dont
want to give up on life .Just not yet. i do wanna make
it
They say school is supposed to educate you
Well to be honest the only thing Ive learned
is how to pretend like nothings wrong
A 1/2 day left of school Ima miss everybody!Even YOU Darrien!I still love you no mater what
